omg eww sick.
i'm reading through past entries omg so emo.

what the hell man!
SOMEONE HACKED MY ACCOUNT THE PAST YEAR! D:

 

In case anyone hasnt seen this yet. 3.7million views in 1 week and counting O.O
25 songs into 4:38

I know you won't read this,

but

I just really want to thank you~ ^^

You really cheered me up today.



On a side note: THIS IS CUTE FUNNY N EPIC~

Like the stars in the sky and the ledge down below.

Grow up, Joseph.
How much are you going to live so sheltered?

Stop giving yourself excuses.
Stop acting like a spoiled child.

apparently it logs all the forum thread titles i made too. LOL.

ok nothing (and yes i'm still on dragonica forums. 2670 posts bish! HAHA)


anyway.. really really really really really damn slack.
having 1 slack module for 1 block really isnt healthy lol.

mock presentation on tuesday. havent started on ANYTHING yet.
submission on thursday.

oh shit NO NO NO typing like that makes me think i have lotsa time LOL

what i've been doing instead of work:
<- like this alot. cuz i redid it 4 times.

Why couldn't you just leave me alone.

I thought it was better this way.


Don't tell me you actually had more than stone in there.

because i'm not buying it.



AAANd. on another note. i got an idea to make some cool avatars fer myself. <-- A SELF REMINDER.
please stop procrastinating, Joseph D:

oh hmm... just dawned upon me that i have church again tomorrow.
Ok i'll admit it.
I do not understand how people enjoy church.
Although it has taught me really important stuff like:
Humanity is filth.
We can never stop being disgusting.
We all deserve death.
<and there is no sarcasm intended at all.>

LALALA MORBID...
should i put a disclaimer so that people dont come and stone me? D:

Watched watchmen with david, joleong and desiree today..

it was... rather good. but quite weird at times... but wasn't bad.
kinda... humanity sucks message behind it.. (i think)... i like that. haha.

anyway... like.. it was 3 hours...
and after the movie ...
after holding it since 1/2 way into the movie,
i had the longest pee in my entire life.

like.. seriously!
i never stood over a toilet bowl peeing for so long before D:

ok ok too much information.

im doing rather fine now. thanks.

        ';....;'

VAMPIRE! O:

i'm so.. unmotivated to do anything. >_>

7 hours with my powerpoint open.. cant even finish 1 slide.

i want to be fine.
i dont want this.

because im tired of holding up this pillar.
everything
will come crashing down.

This is probably better.
Though the awkwardness is there
its better. that i don't expect anything from you at all.
and neither should you expect anything from me.
because you didn't appreciate it anyway.

:)

Im tired of you
always putting me down
im tired of always trying to make you happy

Enough is enough.

This is over.

so.. 1month has passed.
the irony more than ever.

i have no idea what am i doing anymore o_o
would this be...
bad..?
am i.. doing you wrong with this..?

Can't i just be selfish for once.
please?


no, i've always been selfish,
every single thing has a reason for the action and the reason usually leads back to the individual himself.
which is to satisfy something HE wants.

humans are selfish by nature.
its the way we are
the way we live
you can't deny it
we are cynical to such remarks too.

I hoped for someone to understand me
because I dont want to understand myself
it will scare me.

i just couldn't help myself.

and i gotta find that song. that fits so well.


oh and... this is how my past 2 days were spent.

Friday:  got home from school: 1pm
Started dragonica: 3pm


Saturday:  Dragonica crashed at 5am
Went to sleep
Woke up at 10am
Played till 6pm then server closed.
:p

21 hours ftw?

HAHAHA omg this pic be hilarious




me and my younger brother lol.


i need more humour.
i need to get over this
i need to stop thinking

its not healthy at all.

i'm not gonna be depressed over you anymore.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

i never understood much of the lyrics, till now :D

My home productivity has hit an all time low. lol

i'm accomplishing NO work at all at home >_>

i wonder why.... <_<

less than 9 days left.!!!!!
24/7 gaming @.@

I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK 
IM DOING IT. AAAAH.

lol keith is an awesome lecturer lo

he treat the class dinner !! plus yu sheng!!
dinner got TWO plates of chilli crabs leh!

@_@

and omg dunno how everyone lo hei.. first time i see such a mess of yusheng @_@
can fly onto people's heads one .. like keith's lol.


after taht went over to david's house to watch movies n just nuaaaaaaaaaaaaa like shitz
btw david those cookies inside that tupperware were AWESOME.
shld haf bring back some. HAHAHA (omg turning into an auntie)

i still havent slept yet after coming home from david's house at 9am. lol.

I will remember.
28th january.

because u did.

suprises me how i cud do this but i still dont wanna do my bleed lines. lol bleed......
READY FOR THAT HANDSHAKE WITH DEATH.
IM JUST SUCH A HAPPY MESS.